Only 4 days till Christmas!!

Well today is the last day of school for the rest of the year. We get a whole two week vacation. Then when we come back it is time to study for mid-term exams. And then it will only be 1 more semester until I am released into the real world. I am a bit scared. But hey i guess i will get over it.

Well...life sucks like usual. Life is the same...Mum still bitching and I am still severly stressed. I was pretty depressed last week. I didn't know what to do with my self. All I wanted to do was lay in bed and cry forever. Well Mary was home and I was talking to her about my problems like I always do. Well apparently I said something about killing myself ( which i don't remember even saying ) and well she told my dad and he called my mum and she started yelling at me last night about it. I tried telling her that I don't even remember saying that and I think mary is blowing things way out of control and i don't think she believes me. She wants to get me scheduled an appointment with a shrink or something so i can get on meds. All i can do is shake my head and sigh. Nobody ever listens to me.

Well yesterday was pretty eventful at school. The local ambulance came to our school twice yesterday. The second time they came there were two of them. I guess four idiotic people thought that they would be cool if they popped a bunch of pills at school. And i guess they overdosed. I think it is funny...and i know it sounds mean...but you have to be here to realize how funny it actually is. That is a total of 5 kids that have been sent to the hosital for an od on meds in the last 2 months. Oh man...

Well the bell is gonna ring and then I am off to sociology for a few minutes and then we get to go and watch A Christmas Story as a reward for donating like 3 thousand and some odd food items for the local food pantry for the poor people who can't afford food around the holidays.

Hasta Luego...~*Nicole*~